ZeroConfidence

Sorry I haven't been working on too much art. I've lately been picking up on streaming a lot more. Trying to get better at it, and play lots of the games I got on my to-do list. Considering I got over 3100 games. I would very much appreciate it if people were to go and follow me on my Twitch channel, ha ha!

https://www.twitch.tv/zeroconfidence

Yep, it's my Birthday.

I kinda miss when DA used to have birthdays on notice. Mine is tomorrow, going to hopefully celebrate it with friends. Going to do something early with the mom and family today.

I used to really enjoy telling all my favorite artists, Happy Birthday, on their special day. Or I'd at least have some motivation to work on a gift for a good friend when I see it in advance timing. Make a nice surprise for them to enjoy.

And of course, I enjoyed seeing the Birthday greetings also. The surprise Birthday gift arts were a nice welcome and surprise to see too. Those were always appreciated. Ha ha! =D Things kinda fell through a bit. Was originally going to go bowling with the family a day before. But due to lack of funds, cause of Christmas shopping...........damn December birthday.........there wasn't money to go bowling. It's the one thing I asked for to enjoy the day, and it's not the first time it's happened either. So I'm a little disappointed. So instead, just going to have something small with the family. Food, cake, maybe watch a show together, then the rest of the night should be pretty chill.

Another plan that fell through, was on my birthday I was supposed to hang out with friends and celebrate my day with them, have some drinks, and sing some karaoke. But the friend I was going to get a ride with.......and who I know more and like hanging around, suddenly got pulled away to help out on other things, rather than go to the party they had plans for. They insisted that I should go myself, but it would just feel weird cause I barely know the people there. And I feel it wouldn't be much of a celebration without those I know best. I was really looking forward to karaoke too. I haven't practiced in awhile, so might have forgotten a few verses of the songs I enjoy singing.

So for the most part, it's going good so far. Had a nice rest, slept a good deal. Think I was feeling a little depressed and slept in more than I should've. But on Sunday, the day after, my dad is going to take me to a Chinese Buffet, and that'll be another celebration on his part. But yeah, thanks to everyone that wished me a Happy Birthday that I told ahead of time on Discord. And thanks to everyone that replies here after I post this one.

I started playing about 2-3 months ago. Lots of fun. Building up my Kingdom and cookie character collection and PVE and PVP teams. Was in a guild for awhile, it was a chill open group. There were LOTS of inactives. So after finally getting to the point where I feel good enough about leaving my starter guild, and making my own. It would be nice to get some more players in the group. So if your on Pure Vanilla server, I'm 4Science on Cookie Run Kingdom, and my Guild is: KitchenScience Looking forward to making a active Guild that works hard for the benefit of those that also enjoy playing Cookie Run Kingdom. That, and I got a little tired of seeing all the Asian Clans I can't understand. Especially after the big Cookie Run Kingdom promotion and advertising it's been getting on Youtube and here on DA.

I got 100 PC/STEAM keys to give away to ARTISTS. These are free games, so lots of them are Indie, some are known titles, some are quite old, but they're free games. I got a lot of them from various bundles, deals, random key drops, Big % discounts, etc. Steps:

1) Show me your art/gallery

2) If I approve of your work, I'll tell you to pick 3 numbers from the list available.

3) I'll Note or DM you the keys. And hopefully you don't own the games already.

4) Let me know you've used the codes, so I'll know they've been put to good use, found new owners, or just to make sure the keys still worked. Some I've had for awhile and hope they didn't have any limits on them.

5) Enjoy

Keys:

1, 2, 3, 9, 10

11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 19, 20

21, 22, 23, 24, 28, 29, 30

31, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, 40

41, 42, 43, 44, 45, 46, 47, 48, 49, 50

51, 52, 53, 55, 56, 57, 58, 59, 60

61, 62, 63, 64, 65, 66, 67, 68, 70

71, 72, 73, 74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80

81, 82, 83, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90

91, 92, 93, 94, 95, 96, 97, 98, 100

Artists:

1) StarWarriorRobby 5, 7, 25

2) Prinny129 : 26, 54, 84

3) Yukimazan: 4, 18, 27

4) MtFSpirit : 6, 32, 69

5) Kagsoba : 8 , 17 , 99

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Sorry for being gone and so-so posting stuff every now and then. Been very busy with work. I started my Security Monitor job about a year ago, and it hasn't stopped being exhausting. It just drains my motivation to art, I haven't sculpted or painted in over a year now. I can still digital color stuff here and there. BUT, I need motivation for that also, and I've picked up quite a bit of games too. Well, quite a bit is a bit of an understatement. I know have over 2100 games in my Steam library. My library is effectively my "retirement plan" and "Afterlife" I have so many games, I don't think there's enough time in one life span to play through all of them. And I still want more games, cause there will always be more games being made that will be better than what I currently have, and those I want to experience also.

And on Friday, December the 18, will be my birthday. Another day, another year. That's how I sorta see it now. It's more a celebration for my family, with how things have been going 2020, I'd rather just a chill birthday with food and a cake. My mom on the other hand still wants to go out an celebrate it. So we'll have to see how things go with that. A lot of people say I don't look my age. I just tell them I'm one of the 12 immortals still wondering around. Me, Cartaphilus, and Sir Galahad are probably gonna be gaming it up till the end of days. Ha ha! =D

Right now trying to finish up the TMNT event in Smite. I'm hoping after I'm done with that event, I'll finally put a break to Smite, and finally play other games again. And hope the next battle pass isn't too enticing, and just skip it this time around. No one plays Smite with me anyway, so I don't know why I still play a Moba like that alone. I enjoy it, it would probably just be better to play with friends.

Anyway, I want to be done with that, so hopefully I can also get back to coloring the arts I have in my collection that I want to see colored. And hopefully convince another traditional artist friend to pick up on learning to digital color, if I show off a few of his works in my easy enough to learn digital coloring method.